Been a while since my last update. I've reached 90 pounds lost, 20 to go but I have a bonus goal of a further 20... but I'm going to take that as it comes.
The Psychologist appointments have been... dissapointing. I dont think he knows what to do with me, I'm kinda all over the place and i'm functioning... sometimes I think it must be easier for them if the people infront of them were truly broken, unable to function,
The winter has also really broken me exercise wise, I did start on weights and pilates to build core and... I just got cold and tired and lazy.
I have minor surgery this week and so I'm giving myself a break - 2 weeks and then I need to take care. I'm beyond the point where core fitness and strength is important - for metabolism, for toning, for help with skin, and to set up the long term success.
I've had a few wardrobe purges and am fitting into some of those favourite clothes of mine from... 2011! and 2005!! During the surgery recovery I hope to start selling some of the better pieces of the large wardrobe. There's only 2 items I want to get taken in... if it's possible... might have to be a complete re-do... but for the fabric... it will be worth it. I'm holding off on that until I reach a weight I'm happy to maintain at and do so for a year...
While it's kind of scary how far I've come, it's also scary how easy it would be to fall off. I don't want to get cocky about things, so I'm paying careful attention to my brain and the commentary going on as I plan meals/shopping etc. Big learning curve.
- 90 pounds gone